Friday, March 12, 2010
Michael's iguana died today
Depression worse, less isolation, less sleep, racing thoughts. Probably couldn't cry if I tried... Nevermind - I tried. Poor decisions. No sex drive or any drive for that matter. Disappointment. Angry spell a few seconds earlier; not as bad of a problem anymore. Emotional pain. (Sobbing) neck muscles hurt. Have not taken medications today or yesterday. Got xanax today. Have not taken one. My anxiety is not what's bad today. Mostly depression. Bad forgetfulness. .